gahh i'm sick.
like finally?
haha no lah i mean i'm surrounded by ppl who are sick everyday how can i not get sick?
lol nvm.

din go to sch today.
missed the bio test.
heard the assembly was quite nice and funny?
performance by sec 3s.
haha x))

retest tmr.
haven study yet.
lol
oh and sorry jac couldn't help u all clean the storeroom. =(



maybe i should really give up.
cos it's no use waiting for something that will never ever happen to me.
my heart hurts.


jus changed our timetable today.
now it's recess after 6 periods on mon and some other day.
more double periods oso.
sian.

oh and i realised mrs liang is so drama.
making us laugh everytime.
and today cos i saw amanda laughing so started laughing oso.
lol x))

oohh and i finally got my 2 pink figurine!!
2 different shades of pink somemore.
haha so lucky! =D



what exactly happened to you?


cca today.
nothing much lah.
only did cheering and trainings. smt happened which made us so bu shuang.

den later after cca had a talk with mdm lur.
stayed until ard 7 plus den almost all the lights were off.
the canteen shutters were oso shut.
haha so it was pitch dark inside the canteen.
there were i think sjab, scouts, ncc, guides ppl?
so fun. lol xD



if only u knew.
how i hope i'm wrong about it.


dun really noe wat to blog about.
jus wan to update. x))

anw ytd we had bio lab.
playing with fruit flies.
unfortunately there wasn't enough.
but overall it was quite fun lah.
haha xD

tmr having cca again.
time passes real fast.
we jus had welcome party last week
and now 1 week is going to pass by soon.
gonna do my hw now.
seeya.



no matter how much i do, i still can't be compared to her.
should i continue waiting?
or should i just give up?
heartbroken.


all the phrases at the end of my posts are frm an email i received long ago.
found it very touching so decided to put it in my posts.
the email goes like this:

Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind?
Boy: No

Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really

Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No

Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No

Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No

Girl: Choose me or ur life
Boy: my life

The girl runs away in shock and pain,
and the boy runs after her and says...

ok the ans are all the phrases at the end of my posts starting frm the dec 21st post(:
if only a guy will say this to me truthfully, i will love him sooo much!! xD



The reason why I chose my life
is because YOU ARE MY LIFE.


welcome party for the sec 1s today.
overall was quite fun bah.
well done sq 3!! =D
oh and to the 20 new sec 1s, welcome to sjab!(:

ok i'm gonna be very busy frm now on.
will hav to stay back everyday after sch.
mon: training
tues: training
wed: drum and cca meeting
thurs: training/ library duty
fri: cca
nice huh? x))

bio lesson tmr. seeya people!! =)
i'm tired



The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you
is because I would do everything for you.



我曾深刻体会
对爱感到胆怯
还好有懂我的你
给我安慰

看你失落的脸
又再为爱憔悴
我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈
眼角的泪 它给过谁
伤透了心 也无所谓
我会愿意静静地陪在你身边

如果说爱已不可为
那我宁愿藏心里面
其实我害怕会失去你的感觉

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决
没准备跨越爱的界线

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
进与退被爱包围
谁犯规都狼狈
谁能解围让一切完美

眼角的泪 它给过谁
伤透了心 也无所谓
我会愿意静静地陪在你身边
如果说爱已不可为
那我宁愿藏心里面
其实我害怕会失去你的感觉

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决
没准备跨越爱的界线

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
进与退被爱包围
谁犯规都狼狈谁
能解围让一切完美

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
你和我
拥抱瞬间
不后悔
这暧昧
星光唯美
把爱放心里面


why am i always in the wrong?
i hate myself...


mock comp today.
went to sch with jac and mandice in the rain.
and we were drenched from head to toe when we reach sch.
haha so fun. =P

ok shall not elaborate on the details of the mock comp.
if not iw will be a very long post.
anw i was the marshall of long case.
so only one trip. ;D
ok the bread was nice, makeup was disgusting but fun, cd ppl were professional, cleaning up was tiring, results was..., debrief was sian and most importantly, we were all tired. >.<

as for the results
hmmm shall not say too much. x)

den after dat stayed for debrief and meeting until ard 7 plus.
so it's like more than 12 hrs in sch today.
wonderful. xD

it's ok ac 1. i believe you all had already done your best.
jus be more careful next time.
jiayou!! =)


To my dearest ac1(:
jiayou for tmr.
jus do your best yeah?
i believe you all can make it de.
ac1 whoosh!! x))


went for library duty today.
raining but jac and i hav no umbrella
so no choice but to walk in the rain.
smt happened which i shall not say here.
haiz.

so library duty at tampines.
jus stack books all those lor.
quite tiring though.
lol. x))

den later calista and me left earlier at ard 6 while jac, mandice and sihan stayed till i think 6.30?
was raining heavily and only calista had umbrella.
so we shared but were still drenched.
went into the aircon mrt.
haha ;D

cca tmr.
sj tee sch bots.
so slack xD



The reason why I wouldn't live for you
is because I would die for you.


shall make a short post for the first 3 days in sch. =)

1st day
quite ok cos no lessons.
form teacher mrs chuah again.
changed our place but i'm still stuck with candice.
haha jkjk. x))
got to noe our re-exam results.
luckily nvr fail.
hehe. >< 2nd day
got to noe most of our teachers.
and for hcl. mrs chuah told us it shld be mr heok.
we were all like omg...the green form teacher. lol.
when it was chinese lesson we were all praying dat it would not be him.
den saw peng lao shi walking in....
we were like soooo happy!!
first time we love peng lao shi so much.
haha xD

3rd day (today)
lessons as usual.
den cca. got cca selection as well.
cca only had homenursing session.
as for the number of sec 1s we got, shall not say here.
heehee x)

oh and we received prezzies from sab, clarice and huan who went overseas during the holidays.
yay love receiving prezzies!! haha.
ok dat's ramdom.
lol =)



The reason why I wouldn't cry if you left
is because I would die if you left.